Stranger: hey
You: Oh!
You: Hello! : )
You: What an uncanny interest.
You: Might I ask why 'death,' specifically?
Stranger: eh ive always wouldered that it would be like to die
You: If you're willing to believe it, I could tell you
You: Are you open-minded when it comes to the supernatural, paranormal, or whatever have you?
Stranger: yeah of course
You: Very good!
You: I'm channeling through my friend at the moment : )
You: I died quite a while ago.
You: She is a Medium!
You: Are there any questions you have?
Stranger: what did it feel like exactally the moment your life ended (if you remeber)
Stranger: *remember
You: "Blue" Is the first word that comes to mind. Although that doesn't make much sense, I hung myself, I felt my neck eventually snap and my breath got cut off. Very stuffy, very unpleasant, but that is only because the people who bring death upon themselves suffer the most.
You: It got very dark and before I knew it I was indebted to something or someone I didn't quite understand.
You: For those who die of natural causes or accidents, they get far more luxurious treatment
You: Bright, warm white light. You know.
Stranger: hmm interesting. so why did you hang yourself?
You: Ah.
You: Well. We all reach our limits.
You: I was a very sad and desperate man and I didn't think there was much more I could do.
You: Had I known better.
You: But, I am grateful to some extent. I have experienced and learned many interesting things.
Stranger: thats really cool. i was just asking cuz id been thinking about killing myself
You: I know.
You: I'm here to tell you not to.
You: <: )
Stranger: really?
You: Yes.
You: Fate is a funny thing.
You: But it obviously brought us together for a reason and that reason must be to tell you that it's not worth it.
You: And whether you choose to believe it or not, there are those who would care if you were gone.
You: Us, particularly.
You: If you were to kill yourself then my friend and I would have failed preventing it.
Stranger: oh.
You: : )
You: You haven't gotten to where you're supposed to be, yet.
You: So keep on going.
Stranger: yeah. i guess 13 is a young age to give up
You: Most definitely.
You: And so many things you have yet to experience.
Stranger: no im done experiencing things. i expecienced loving someone and them not even caring about me. it almost killed me. im like dead inside. im done experiencing things
You: Now stop that.
You: We all lose someone we love.
You: As cliche as it is, it's part of life.
You: Think if you were to take your life because of this person you loved.
You: If you truly love them, you wouldn't want your blood on their hands and their heart heavy with guilt for the rest of their life, would you?
You: Sure, it may sound appealing if they broke your heart.
You: But it would only spread the hurt.
You: Now listen to me.
Stranger: no i doesnt actually. i would never want to hurt him. he didnt mean to hurt me like he did.
You: There, see? : )
You: You have such a good heart.
You: That is so very hard to find this day and age.
You: A young boy or man would be lucky to have that heart.
You: It's alright.
Stranger: the thought of hurting him like that makes me cry. and id even h7rt all my freinds who have done so much to try and help me get through this. theyd have to care alot to go through all they did for me.
You: Yes, see?
You: And there is a silver lining to all of this.
You: You can only feel such great happiness now that you have felt such sadness.
You: If life came without heartbreak or hardships they wouldn't feel any happiness at all.
Stranger: if there was no sadness. there wouldnt be happiness. everything would just be there. no emotions. nl enjoyment.
You: Precisely!
You: That is why we have to face these trials.
You: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." As they say : )
You: You'll come out of this wonderfully.
Stranger: every great sadness has even greater happiness ahead
You: Yes : )
You: And you will eventually reach this great happiness, and maybe even face a great sadness again.
You: But there will always be happiness waiting for you when it's through.
You: That is the true nature of life. : )
You: And now that you know this, perhaps you could save a life someday.
You: That is something to live for, isn't it? : )
Stranger: yeah
You: Can you promise us you won't kill yourself?
You: Both of us, and your friends, and even the one who hurt you, all care too much for you to just forget : )
You: You'll be with us forever.
You: Losing that would be so painful.
Stranger: yeah....
You: What is your name? : )
Stranger: alyssa
You: Miss Alyssa.
You: We love you very much.
You: If that isn't an odd thing to say. : )
You: We are Rowan and Nicky.
Stranger: thankyou
You: You'll be alright. <3
You: Just keep your chin up and remember us.
You: And remember it will always get better.
You: Just take things one day at a time.
Stranger: ok. well i should probably go. the first day of school is tomorrow and i have to wake up at 5 right now its like 2 and i havent gotten to sleep yet lol
You: Good Luck with everything : )
You: We'll be here <3
Stranger: you too and thankyou bai <3